I recently had a reader ask which of my books are available in paperback, and since that's a complicated question, I thought I'd post my reply here for others who are interested in paperbacks of my work.
Four of my books with Carina Press are available in mass market paperback: Come What May, Say It Right, As I Am, and Wild Trail. You can find them directly from the publisher or through Amazon and other retailers.
What You Own, Fractured Hymns, and Here For Us are available in trade paperback format from Amazon (What You Own should also be available directly from the publisher Dreamspinner Press, and other retailers).
All of my books previously with Samhain (the five Cost of Repairs books and the first three Perspectives) are still floating around on third-party sites, but availability varies as those are out of print in those versions. I'm currently working to get the full four-book Perspective books back out there in trade paperback on Amazon, and I hope to complete both Cost of Repairs and Us in paperback this year, as well.
The three paranormal novellas I'm publishing this spring will be available as a paperback bundle.
I hope that helps!
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Tuesday, January 23, 2018
Monday, January 1, 2018
2017 in Review
This past year was an incredible roller coaster, and it closes out my second year as a full-time author. I've had some high-highs, and some low-lows, but for the most part, I'm very pleased with how my professional year turned out.
I'm especially proud of my word count accomplishment. I ended 2016 having written 540,000 words. That was a heck of a lot of words, but I wanted to beat that in 2017. And I beat it. I beat that word count in July, thanks to certain books like Their Life As They Live It, Saved, and Seen bleeding from my fingertips very quickly. And then I surpassed that goal by leaps and bounds, and I'm crazy stoked to say I hit a HUGE milestone.
On December 26th I passed the one million word mark!!!! And as of yesterday, I ended 2017 having written 1,013,164 words.
Apparently the Excel sheet I use to keep my monthly count only counts to 999,999. LOL!
I also published ten new novels this year, some with publishers and others self-published: As I Am, Hot Licks, Here For Us, Sound of Us, Their Life As They Live It, Uniquely Us, Saved, Seen, Heard, and Wild Trail. These books ended two existing series (All Saints and Off Beat), continued another (Perspectives), and also began three new series (Us, Breaking Free and Clean Slate Ranch).
I really threw myself into the deep end of the Kindle Unlimited pool this summer, thanks to Samhain Publishing closing their doors (again) for the final time. As soon as I got my rights back to the first three Perspectives books, they went right back up on Amazon, because I was preparing my second ever self-published book under this pen name, Here For Us, which was a spin-off of Perspectives. I was also excited to re-cover and re-release my five-book Cost of Repairs series. Some of them got new content, as well, and I really enjoyed being able to give Weight of Silence a brand-new epilogue that really lets readers see Gavin and Jace down the road.
This was also the year I not only discovered non-shifter Omegaverse existed (thank you, Leta Blake!), but I also dove in head-first! Writing the Breaking Free series was, for me, extremely therapeutic, and a reaction to all of the horrible things going on in the US government right now. It was my way of working through the loss of civil rights and freedoms, and the way progress is steadily being ripped to pieces. I truly love my little Omegaverse universe, and I'm so thankful my loyal readers followed me on that unexpected journey.
So what's next?
I don't know if I'll make another million words in 2018, but I'm going to try for at least 600,000. We'll see. But you guys will see some of last year's million in the next coming months.
Stronger (Breaking Free #3.5) and Found (Breaking Free #4) will be coming out in January/February-ish. Stronger is how Serge and Dex met and fell in love, and is a novella. Found is a full-length novel featuring Senior Constable Isa Higgs and his unexpected second omega mate.
I'm also (finally!) re-releasing my paranormal novellas Prodigal and Frozen, along with a new installment, Chosen. These will release in February/March, depending on the Breaking Free books. Why can I finally guarantee it? Because they have wonderful new covers waiting to be used!
There are also two more Clean Slate Ranch novels done and in varying stages of edits. Roped In is Colt and Avery's second-chance romance, and it's also seriously kinky. It's always the quiet professors who like to tie guys up and flog them. *wink* *wink* It releases May 21 from Carina Press. Book three, Saddle Up, is Miles and Reyes's book, and if Roped In is kinky af, then this one is syrupy sweet and slow burn. I'm definitely mixing things up in this series! I don't have a release date yet, but I'm sure it will be Fall 2018.
Those are all the finished books.
Works-in-Progress:
I plan to continue multiple series, including Perspectives (which I'm working on right now), Cost of Repairs, Us, Breaking Free, and Discovering Me. I know I've been promising a new Cole/Jeremy book for ages, and I have a chapter but that's all. I'm hoping a story shakes loose soon. I'll also do various freebie shorts for my newsletter readers and my Facebook reader group, featuring favorite couples as the mood strikes. If you aren't a newsletter reader, there's a simple sign-up link in the blog's sidebar.
And later in the year, I hope, hope, HOPE to make it to GRL this year. It's going to be in Virginia, about 3 hours drive from me, so no airplanes! Keep your fingers crossed, because I'd love to be able to spend time with all of the lovely folks I've befriended on social media these last few years.
I want to send a special shout out to Lyn Taylor and Sloan Johnson for their amazing cover art work this year. You ladies are amazing at what you do, and I hope to keep working with you in the future. Also to my fellow members of the Queer Romance Freebie Fan Club--you guys have helped keep me sane this past year. Huge thanks to my editors and beta readers for making my work better in every way.
And to all the readers who've made it this far in this lengthy post, THANK YOU. I cannot do this without you and your continued support. Every interaction, every meme, and every word of encouragement fuels my words and keeps me writing. Continue to be your awesome selves!
I'm especially proud of my word count accomplishment. I ended 2016 having written 540,000 words. That was a heck of a lot of words, but I wanted to beat that in 2017. And I beat it. I beat that word count in July, thanks to certain books like Their Life As They Live It, Saved, and Seen bleeding from my fingertips very quickly. And then I surpassed that goal by leaps and bounds, and I'm crazy stoked to say I hit a HUGE milestone.
On December 26th I passed the one million word mark!!!! And as of yesterday, I ended 2017 having written 1,013,164 words.
*throws confetti*
Apparently the Excel sheet I use to keep my monthly count only counts to 999,999. LOL!
I also published ten new novels this year, some with publishers and others self-published: As I Am, Hot Licks, Here For Us, Sound of Us, Their Life As They Live It, Uniquely Us, Saved, Seen, Heard, and Wild Trail. These books ended two existing series (All Saints and Off Beat), continued another (Perspectives), and also began three new series (Us, Breaking Free and Clean Slate Ranch).
I really threw myself into the deep end of the Kindle Unlimited pool this summer, thanks to Samhain Publishing closing their doors (again) for the final time. As soon as I got my rights back to the first three Perspectives books, they went right back up on Amazon, because I was preparing my second ever self-published book under this pen name, Here For Us, which was a spin-off of Perspectives. I was also excited to re-cover and re-release my five-book Cost of Repairs series. Some of them got new content, as well, and I really enjoyed being able to give Weight of Silence a brand-new epilogue that really lets readers see Gavin and Jace down the road.
This was also the year I not only discovered non-shifter Omegaverse existed (thank you, Leta Blake!), but I also dove in head-first! Writing the Breaking Free series was, for me, extremely therapeutic, and a reaction to all of the horrible things going on in the US government right now. It was my way of working through the loss of civil rights and freedoms, and the way progress is steadily being ripped to pieces. I truly love my little Omegaverse universe, and I'm so thankful my loyal readers followed me on that unexpected journey.
So what's next?
I don't know if I'll make another million words in 2018, but I'm going to try for at least 600,000. We'll see. But you guys will see some of last year's million in the next coming months.
Stronger (Breaking Free #3.5) and Found (Breaking Free #4) will be coming out in January/February-ish. Stronger is how Serge and Dex met and fell in love, and is a novella. Found is a full-length novel featuring Senior Constable Isa Higgs and his unexpected second omega mate.
I'm also (finally!) re-releasing my paranormal novellas Prodigal and Frozen, along with a new installment, Chosen. These will release in February/March, depending on the Breaking Free books. Why can I finally guarantee it? Because they have wonderful new covers waiting to be used!
There are also two more Clean Slate Ranch novels done and in varying stages of edits. Roped In is Colt and Avery's second-chance romance, and it's also seriously kinky. It's always the quiet professors who like to tie guys up and flog them. *wink* *wink* It releases May 21 from Carina Press. Book three, Saddle Up, is Miles and Reyes's book, and if Roped In is kinky af, then this one is syrupy sweet and slow burn. I'm definitely mixing things up in this series! I don't have a release date yet, but I'm sure it will be Fall 2018.
Those are all the finished books.
Works-in-Progress:
I plan to continue multiple series, including Perspectives (which I'm working on right now), Cost of Repairs, Us, Breaking Free, and Discovering Me. I know I've been promising a new Cole/Jeremy book for ages, and I have a chapter but that's all. I'm hoping a story shakes loose soon. I'll also do various freebie shorts for my newsletter readers and my Facebook reader group, featuring favorite couples as the mood strikes. If you aren't a newsletter reader, there's a simple sign-up link in the blog's sidebar.
And later in the year, I hope, hope, HOPE to make it to GRL this year. It's going to be in Virginia, about 3 hours drive from me, so no airplanes! Keep your fingers crossed, because I'd love to be able to spend time with all of the lovely folks I've befriended on social media these last few years.
I want to send a special shout out to Lyn Taylor and Sloan Johnson for their amazing cover art work this year. You ladies are amazing at what you do, and I hope to keep working with you in the future. Also to my fellow members of the Queer Romance Freebie Fan Club--you guys have helped keep me sane this past year. Huge thanks to my editors and beta readers for making my work better in every way.
And to all the readers who've made it this far in this lengthy post, THANK YOU. I cannot do this without you and your continued support. Every interaction, every meme, and every word of encouragement fuels my words and keeps me writing. Continue to be your awesome selves!
Friday, December 15, 2017
NEW RELEASE: Wild Trail (Clean Slate Ranch #1)
WILD TRAIL (Clean Slate Ranch #1) is here! A sassy city slicker meets his match in a grumpy bear of a cowboy while on a dude ranch vacation.
Welcome to Clean Slate Ranch: home of tight jeans, cowboy boots, and rough trails. For some men, it's a fantasy come true.
Mack Garrett loves the rolling hills surrounding his Northern California dude ranch. Leading vacationers on horse trails with his two best friends is enough—romance is definitely not in the cards. When a sexy tourist shows up at Clean Slate, he’s as far from Mack’s type as can be. So why is the handsome city slicker so far under his skin in less than a day?
Roughing it in the middle of nowhere isn’t anywhere near Wes Bentley’s idea of fun. Then he lays eyes on the gruffest, hottest papa bear he’s ever seen. But Mack is as hard to pin down as he looks—distant, sharp-tongued, and in desperate need of a shave. Until a campout gone wrong strands both men in the mountains with nothing to do but get to know each other.
Mack intends to keep his closely guarded heart out of Wes's very talented hands. But for a seven-day cowboy, Wes is packing some long-term possibility. The cold country air can do wonders for bringing bodies together—but it will take more than that to bridge the distance between two men whose lives are worlds apart.
This book is approximately 90,000 words
One-click with confidence. This title is part of the Carina Press Romance Promise: all the romance you’re looking for with an HEA/HFN. It’s a promise!
**#**
BUY LINKS
Amazon: https://www.amazon.com/Wild-Trail-Clean-Slate-Ranch-ebook/dp/B0769YBZ4B
Nook: https://www.barnesandnoble.com/w/wild-trail-am-arthur/1127202134?ean=9781488079214
Google Play: https://play.google.com/store/books/details/A_M_Arthur_Wild_Trail?id=c_M4DwAAQBAJ
iBooks: https://itunes.apple.com/ca/book/wild-trail/id1294215398?mt=111001lmbj
Kobo: https://www.kobo.com/us/en/ebook/wild-trail-1
Welcome to Clean Slate Ranch: home of tight jeans, cowboy boots, and rough trails. For some men, it's a fantasy come true.
Mack Garrett loves the rolling hills surrounding his Northern California dude ranch. Leading vacationers on horse trails with his two best friends is enough—romance is definitely not in the cards. When a sexy tourist shows up at Clean Slate, he’s as far from Mack’s type as can be. So why is the handsome city slicker so far under his skin in less than a day?
Roughing it in the middle of nowhere isn’t anywhere near Wes Bentley’s idea of fun. Then he lays eyes on the gruffest, hottest papa bear he’s ever seen. But Mack is as hard to pin down as he looks—distant, sharp-tongued, and in desperate need of a shave. Until a campout gone wrong strands both men in the mountains with nothing to do but get to know each other.
Mack intends to keep his closely guarded heart out of Wes's very talented hands. But for a seven-day cowboy, Wes is packing some long-term possibility. The cold country air can do wonders for bringing bodies together—but it will take more than that to bridge the distance between two men whose lives are worlds apart.
This book is approximately 90,000 words
One-click with confidence. This title is part of the Carina Press Romance Promise: all the romance you’re looking for with an HEA/HFN. It’s a promise!
**#**
BUY LINKS
Amazon: https://www.amazon.com/Wild-Trail-Clean-Slate-Ranch-ebook/dp/B0769YBZ4B
Nook: https://www.barnesandnoble.com/w/wild-trail-am-arthur/1127202134?ean=9781488079214
Google Play: https://play.google.com/store/books/details/A_M_Arthur_Wild_Trail?id=c_M4DwAAQBAJ
iBooks: https://itunes.apple.com/ca/book/wild-trail/id1294215398?mt=111001lmbj
Kobo: https://www.kobo.com/us/en/ebook/wild-trail-1
Tuesday, September 12, 2017
Release Day: SAVED (Breaking Free #1)
It's finally here, y'all! Back in late May/early June, my brain latched onto an idea for an Omegaverse story and wouldn't let go. So I stopped what I was currently drafting and jumped into this world where only men exist, they're either alpha, beta, or omega, and where omegas had very few rights at all.
Yes, some of this story was an outlet for my frustration over what's currently happening in the world. It's also a study of our political climate, past and present, as well as what could happen in the future if we don't continue to resist and fight for the equal treatment of all human beings, regardless of race, religion, gender, or sexual orientation.
So I hope you enjoy this journey into a new world, and please take the warnings seriously.
Yes, some of this story was an outlet for my frustration over what's currently happening in the world. It's also a study of our political climate, past and present, as well as what could happen in the future if we don't continue to resist and fight for the equal treatment of all human beings, regardless of race, religion, gender, or sexual orientation.
So I hope you enjoy this journey into a new world, and please take the warnings seriously.
SAVED
(Breaking
Free Book 1)
An
Omegaverse Story
He didn’t want an alpha to save him, but
fate had other ideas…
Braun
Etting was raised to know his place as an omega by his alpha father’s cruel
words and fast fists, and he expects nothing but violence from the alpha who
may one day mate him. His older brother Kell mated a cruel alpha who abuses him
daily, and Braun is terrified of that seemingly inevitable future. When Braun’s
father dies in a car crash, leaving Braun an orphan, he’s sent to a halfway
house for omegas. But on his fourth night there, he witnesses a horrifying
crime that sends him fleeing to the streets alone—and edging into his first
heat.
Tarek
Bloom is settled in his workaholic, single lifestyle, even if it is somewhat
embarrassing to be a twenty-eight year-old unmated alpha. He enjoys his job as
a constable, helping people and solving problems, so he isn’t prepared for his
life to flip upside-down when he walks into his beta friend Dex’s apartment to
help with “a problem.”
The
problem turns out to be an unmated, nearly in-heat omega orphan who Dex and his
husband rescued off the street last night. The even bigger problem is that
Tarek feels the mating bond for this terrified omega immediately—and he’s
pretty sure the omega feels it, too. But Braun hates alphas as a general rule,
and no way is he giving in to the bond. All mating leads to is violence and
suffering, so no thank you. But Tarek’s gentle kindness slips under Braun’s
emotional shields, and Braun begins to want. To dream. All Braun has ever known
is violent alphas, but Tarek is determined to make Braun trust him—and to trust
in the idea of their happily ever after.
NOTE: This is a non-shifter Omegaverse story
with alpha/omega/beta dynamics, heats, knotting, and mpreg. In this world,
omegas are second-class citizens with few civil rights and almost no
protections under the law. Trigger warnings for physical, emotional, and sexual
abuse. 67,000 words.
Only on Amazon and Kindle Unlimited.
Tuesday, September 5, 2017
First Chapter: SAVED (Breaking Free #1)
I can't believe it's been four months since I've updated the blog! So much has happened, including the re-release of the five-book Cost of Repairs series. I'll update my Books page soon with all the links and fun new covers.
For right now, it's only one week left until my first Omegaverse story, SAVED, releases into the wild of Amazon/KU, and I'm crazy nervous. If you're curious about this story (and I hope you are), here is the first chapter to give you a taste of this brand-new world I've created.
For right now, it's only one week left until my first Omegaverse story, SAVED, releases into the wild of Amazon/KU, and I'm crazy nervous. If you're curious about this story (and I hope you are), here is the first chapter to give you a taste of this brand-new world I've created.
Chapter One
Braun didn’t remember a thing about the car
accident that sent him to the provincial hospital’s emergency care. He only
remembered getting in the car so his father could drive him to his health
screening, and then waking up in a bed with a headache and sore ribs, and a
beta constable watching his door.
The constable didn’t surprise him. Braun was an
unmated omega showing signs of his first heat, hence today’s health screening. His
guard, Constable Heely, gently explained that their car had been hit on the
driver’s side, head-on, and that his father was in surgery to repair severe
lacerations to his neck and torso.
Braun wanted to tell the doctors to simply let the
man die, but what would become of Braun then? His omegin was long-dead, and his
older brother’s mate was a nightmare, just as their father had been. Omegas,
especially young, unmated ones, could not legally live on their own, and he’d
heard terrible rumors about the halfway houses for orphaned omegas, or for
those whose mate had died.
As much as Braun hated the man, he needed his
father to live long enough for Braun to find a mate who’d take him, despite
having nothing to offer except his body. Their family came from poor stock,
barely living on their fixed government income, and it was to his alpha
father’s eternal shame that he’d been given two omega sons and no alpha heirs.
Besides, as an alpha, the doctors would help his
father, no matter what. Alpha health received top priority, always, while
omegas were seen to last, even after betas. Probably why the constable wasn’t
making an effort to tell anyone Braun was awake and asking questions.
“How long has he been in surgery?” Braun asked the
constable.
“They took him up about thirty minutes ago,” he
replied. “He lost a lot of blood on the scene and in transit, from what I’ve
heard. I’m sure someone will be down when there’s news.”
“Thank you.”
Braun didn’t ask any other questions, because the older man seemed bored
by the whole thing. Betas were generally indifferent to omega issues, so being
told to stand guard over one on the verge of his first heat had to be pretty
high on the list of Boring Things I’d Rather Not Be Doing.
Braun tested out his extremities and torso,
finding nothing else terribly wrong with himself, other than a few bandaged
cuts. His father’s side of the car had taken the brunt of the collision, and
Braun had never before been so grateful for the man’s asshole-ish demand that
Braun ride in the backseat like a child, rather than in the front like the
grown man he was. Twenty—twenty-one in a few weeks—was ridiculously old to
still be subjected to that, but Braun had no choice if he ever wanted to leave
his neighborhood. Unmated omegas weren’t allowed to drive, and mated omegas
could only learn with the permission of their alpha mate.
Kell.
“Has my brother been told about the accident?”
Braun asked.
The constable shrugged. “I don’t know. I wasn’t
given that information.”
“Can you find out? His name is Kell Iverson. His mate
is Krause Iverson.”
The name snared Constable Heely’s full attention.
“Iverson?”
“Yes. His family is part of the Iverson Financial
Group.”
“Your brother mated well.”
He’s mated
to an evil son of a bitch alpha who treats my brother like shit.
“Can you find out if he knows, please?” Braun
asked, pushing back a rise of fury that always hit him when he thought about
his older brother’s situation with Krause—a situation Braun had no power to
change. And worse, his brother was pregnant with their first child and due to
give birth soon. Braun’s joy at finally being an uncle was always tempered by
remembering who the child’s sire was.
“I’ll call my supervisor and find out.”
“Thank you.”
The man stepped into the corridor to make his
call. Braun used the bed control to raise his upper body some more. It strained
his ribs, but he felt less exposed, less weak. He had no idea who his father
might have listed as an emergency contact, but he knew the man wouldn’t have
listed either of his sons. His disdain for omegas dripped off him like oil.
More than once, Braun and his brother had been subjected to cruel ranting
tirades about “useless omegas” who weren’t “good for anything except shitting
out more useless omegas, just like your useless omegin!”
A nurse in red scrubs walked into his room, then
stopped short, dark eyebrows going up in surprise. “Oh, you’re awake,” he said.
“For a few minutes now,” Braun replied. He smelled
like a beta, so Braun didn’t bother averting his eyes. “My head hurts a lot.”
“That’s because you got a solid wallop against the
car window. I’ll let your doctor know, so he can adjust your pain dosage.” The
man made a note on Braun’s chart, then fiddled with one of the machines. “There
you go. More pain medicine for your head.”
Braun blinked. “Don’t you have to ask the doctor
first?”
“Unfortunately, honey, your assigned doctor is one
of those old-fashioned assholes who doesn’t think omega health is a priority.
He’ll probably look at the chart and think he did order the increase.” The kind
nurse held out his hand. “I’m Serge.”
Braun tentatively shook the offered hand. “Braun.
Thank you.”
“For what?”
“Treating me like a human being.”
Serge groaned. “Ugh, I hate that you have to thank
someone for being kind to you. Alphahole parent?”
Braun glanced at the door to make sure were still
alone—an omega openly bashing an alpha was considered an arrestable
offense—before nodding. “And my brother’s been mated to someone worse.”
“Ouch, honey, I’m so sorry. Is your brother coming
to see you?”
“I don’t know, that’s what my guard went to find
out for me. I doubt my brother’s husband would bring him here to see me, or
allow him to take a taxi, but he still should know. Especially since our father
is critical.”
Constable Heely walked into the doorway and
hovered there. “I left a message for your brother with one of the family’s servants.”
“I appreciate it, thank you,” Braun said.
“And I, unfortunately,” Serge said, “have other
patients to check on, but I’ll try to stop by later to see how you’re doing,
okay? You aren’t being admitted for your injuries, but the authorities will probably
keep you here until your father’s condition improves.”
“I understand.” As much as Braun didn’t want to be
stuck in the hospital for days or weeks, it was better than being stuck in a
jail cell, which he’d heard rumors had been done a few times when an unmated
omega or widowed omegin was in heat. For the omega’s safety.
After Serge left, Braun settled in to wait for
news of his father’s condition.
#
News came after two hours of staring around his
small room, with only the bored constable for silent company. Neither of them
attempted to initiate conversation. They likely had nothing in common, anyway.
The man was a constable and of authority, and Braun was a lowly omega with no
higher education. His father had withdrawn Kell and Braun from school when they
each turned sixteen, as was his right under the law. Omegas could enter their
first heat at any time after that age, and the younger they heated, the more
fertile they likely were.
Braun and Kell had both disgraced their father by
not heating until they were both nearly twenty-one, usually an undesirable age
for an alpha in his own prime who wanted a large, healthy family. It had
shocked Braun when a family as powerful as the Iversons had allowed Krause to
mate with Kell, especially at Kell’s age. Their father had been overjoyed to
relieve himself of the burden of one of his two omega offspring.
A doctor in white scrubs entered Braun’s room with
Serge in tow, and the tall, broad-shouldered man reeked of alpha. His flat
expression told Braun nothing, and Braun respectfully kept his gaze on the
man’s chin.
“I’m sorry,” the doctor said, “but your father
died in surgery. The damage was too extensive.”
Braun’s heart ripped in two directions at once. He
wanted to celebrate the death of a cruel, heartless man, but he was also
terrified now that his only protection from the world was gone. Ripped away in
a freak accident, leaving Braun an unmated orphan omega. Braun didn’t know what
his face looked like, but Serge rushed to his side and held one of his hands. Braun
squeezed tight, grateful for the support from the stranger.
“What happens to me now?” Braun asked.
“I’ve been advised of your situation,” the doctor
said. “And I believe the authorities will agree that you’ll be best off in a
halfway house for now, until you’re claimed.”
Claimed. Braun hated that word, as if he was a
lost possession waiting for its owner to find him. Mated at least implied a
partnership, even if there never was an equal balance to the pairing. Alphas
would always be bigger, stronger protectors of the smaller, weaker omegas. It
was simple biology.
“I have a brother who is mated,” Braun said.
“Could I go live with him?”
“If you were a widow, then normally yes, other
family could take responsibility for you,” Constable Heely replied. “But you’ve
never been mated, and your chart says you’re showing signs of your first heat.
You’ll be safer in a halfway house, unless you’d prefer a jail cell.”
“No, not jail. Wait, when did you read my chart?”
“While you were unconscious.” The constable still
sounded bored. “I can transfer him as soon as he’s released,” he said to the
doctor. “All I’ll need is his medical history, so the staff knows how to tend
to him.”
Tend to me.
I’m not a damned house plant, I’m a human being.
A human being utterly alone in a world that denied
him any autonomy to make decisions about himself or his body. He had to go
where they sent him, or risk being jailed for real.
The doctor and constable conversed by the door.
Serge squeezed his hand tighter. “I’m so sorry
about this,” he whispered. “I wish I could help, but I don’t have any legal
authority to intervene.”
“I know,” Braun replied, “but it helps knowing
someone actually gives a damn what happens to me.”
“Your brother doesn’t give a damn?”
“He does. We love each other very much, but he has
an extremely controlling husband, so there’s nothing my brother can do to
help.”
“Well, these halfway houses are just temporary for
omegas. I’m sure someone as gorgeous as you will find a mate in no time.”
“Thank you.” Braun had never felt very attractive,
and the compliment from Serge—cute, blond, blue eyes, excellent build—boosted
his confidence a fraction. “It’s scary not knowing what’s next.”
“I know, honey, but you’ve got a strong core. The
car they pulled you out of was completely totaled. Whatever’s coming your way?
You’ll survive, I know it.” Serge pointed at Braun’s chest. His heart. “In
here, I know it.”
“I’ll get started on the discharge paperwork,” the
doctor said, loud enough for Braun to hear. “And then he’s all yours.”
Braun bristled at the dismissive tone. He’d heard
it all his life, mostly from his father, but that vile creature was dead. Gone
from this earth and Braun’s life. In that moment, Braun vowed to find a good,
decent alpha for his mate, someone who’d protect him from cruel men and provide
for their children.
He owed Kell and their omegin nothing less.
#
The halfway house was a dreary structure in a
mostly abandoned neighborhood, a victim of the housing crisis of three years
ago. Empty, abandoned homes lined the street, some of them vandalized, many
with front doors wide open. Untended yards likely teeming with ticks and snakes
and spiders. The yard of Braun’s new home was mowed, but still a bit wild in
its upkeep.
Constable Heely delivered him there as promised,
and a wide, stumpy man greeted him at the door. Beta to his core, but he’d been
around an alpha recently, because the scent clung to his skin.
“Ah, our new arrival,” the stranger said with a
grin. “Name’s Fynn. I’m house director here, and I’ll be helping you get
settled.” To the constable, he asked, “You got papers?”
Heely handed over a big envelop with Braun’s
medical history, as well as the bottle of prescription painkillers for his ribs.
“Good, good,” Fynn said. “Your work is much
appreciated, constable, but I can take it from here.”
Braun swore he heard Heely muttered, “Thank
goddess,” but he couldn’t swear to it.
Fynn ushered Braun inside. The interior of the
home was well-maintained. They stood inside of a big living room with two sofas
and a television. Four young men were lounging around, watching a program. They
didn’t wave or greet him in any way, and that sent prickles of alarm down
Braun’s spine. They all seemed….disinterested. Bored.
“The downstairs is all yours,” Fynn said, leading
him through the living room to a kitchen in the rear. He pointed to a locked
refrigerator. “Mealtimes are strictly observed and there’s no snacking in
between. And that room”—he tapped on a padlocked door that was probably the
entrance to a basement—“is off-limits unless you’re in heat. That’s our quiet
room. The backyard is fenced in and has barbed wiring at the top, so you can go
out there at your leisure, except during heat.”
All that made sense. Braun followed him down a
hallway to a staircase, and up they went. Fynn stopped at a room with a set of
bunked beds, one of them less than perfectly made. “This is your room. Top bunk
is free. Your roommate’s name is Gill. He’s probably in the yard right now, he
does love to lay about in the sun.”
“How many of us are here?” Braun asked.
“Six, not including you, so I guess seven. Once a
week, we have an open house for unmated alphas to come visit, see if anyone is
a good fit or feels the mating bond. Next one is in three days. You’re
good-looking enough and in great shape, so you might not be here very long. How
old are you again?”
“Twenty, almost twenty-one.”
Fynn grimaced. “Well, maybe, I don’t know. Like I
said, you’re good-looking.”
Braun resisted rolling his eyes. He was well-aware
of his age and that it lowered his chances of finding a good match, but he was
determined to do this for Kell. Maybe it would be difficult to find a good
alpha at twenty, going on twenty-one, but he was damned glad he hadn’t been
made an omegin at eighteen. The idea of giving birth at any age terrified him.
“I gotta go get dinner started,” Fynn said. “We
eat at six sharp.” The man turned and left.
Alone for the first time in hours, Braun stared at
the bunked beds a moment, and then heaved his duffel bag onto it. Constable
Heely had driven Braun home—his former home—so he could collect clothing,
toiletries and personal items. As per the law, omegas couldn’t inherit
property, so his father’s home and possessions would be sold, and whatever
money it made would be put into a trust for Braun’s future mate to manage.
Please,
goddess, give me a mate who will let me manage my own money.
Braun didn’t know anyone in this house, and he
didn’t know his roommate, this Gill person, so Braun didn’t unpack, despite the
small room having two dressers and a closet. He stayed in his room, bored and
scared, until dinner. The dining room had a long, wide table, and he sat next
to a young omega who exuded fear and sadness. Everyone at the table, except
Fynn, was subdued, and Braun couldn’t help feeling sorry for them. They were
all young, like him, and likely orphaned. Alone in a world that saw no value in
them except as reproductive vessels for future alphas.
Betas could marry in a civil union version of an
alpha/omega mating, but they were unable to reproduce. Beta couples who wanted
children could apply to adopt unwanted beta infants produced by alpha/omega
couples. Those children were usually given up for adoption by extremely fertile
couples who couldn’t support the extra offspring.
Only an alpha/omega coupling could create
children, and alphas were the top prize. The biggest earners, the CEO’s, the
inventors and the powerful. It was considered an honor to be omegin to an alpha
offspring, and doubly so to birth two. Only one omegin in history had ever
given birth to four alpha children, and he had small marble bust in his honor
at the Museum of Natural History.
No one really spoke during the meal, and Braun
wasn’t sure if that was because of house rules—of which he hadn’t really been
notified—or because no one had anything to say about anything. So he ate the
boring plate of meat and potatoes Fynn had cooked and drank the juice put by
his plate. Apple wasn’t his favorite, but it was wet and he was thirsty.
Apparently the only other between-meals thing available was tap water.
After everyone had finished eating, Fynn stood at
the head of the table. “We have a new face in the house tonight, everyone,” he
said. “Please say hello to Braun Etting. His father died in a tragic automobile
accident this morning, leaving him alone in the world.”
A murmur of hellos rose up from the table. Braun
waved, cheeks blazing at being put on the spot.
“Gill, Braun has been assigned to your room.”
The guy across from Braun with white-blond hair
and a thin face glared at Braun but said nothing. Must be Gill.
“Now,” Fynn continued, “who can tell Braun what
the number one house rule is?”
“Don’t go out the front door without an escort,” a
guy with dark skin and black hair piped up.
“Exactly. I’m the only permanent resident who
lives here and sleeps here every night, but we have daytime volunteers who are
here from seven in the morning until five at night, to assist with your needs.
The backyard is open territory, but you are not allowed to go out the front
door, not for medical appointments or any other reason, without a volunteer
escort.”
“Understood,” Braun said softly.
“A list of chores is put out every morning, and
everyone is expected to contribute their fair share. As long as you all
contribute, no one will be punished.”
Braun had been on the painful end of enough belt
beatings to avoid doing anything that led to punishment. He’d do whatever he
needed to do in order to get through this new part of his life and be ready for
his alpha when he finally showed up.
(c) 2017 A.M. Arthur
.
Tuesday, May 9, 2017
Surprise Release: Their Life As They Live It (Perspectives #4)
I'm beyond thrilled to finally release the Secret Project I've been teasing about on social media since March. I never planned on writing this story, but once the idea was planted, it sprang forth in a flurry of quickly-written words. I loved getting into Bear's mind and seeing things from his perspective, and I hope you enjoy it, too.
Their
Life As They Live It (Perspectives #4)
A.M.
Arthur
“Happiness
is not a goal…it is a by-product of a life well lived.”
--Eleanor
Roosevelt
Bernard
“Bear” Henson is a blessed man. He is happily married to the love of his life,
he co-owns a successful business, and his grown son is desperately in love with
a wonderful partner. But Bear knows all too well how precarious that happiness
is, so he lives every day with love in his heart and gratitude for everything
he has—especially his husband Richard Brightman. Richard has been HIV-positive
for thirty years and every new day is a gift.
When
Richard becomes unexpectedly ill and is rushed to the hospital, Bear braces for
his beautifully constructed life to come crashing down. A hard-won life full of
ups and downs, illnesses and setbacks, love and anger, and a lot of regret for
how certain things went down. Certain things involving Bear’s alcoholic ex-wife
Debbie and the start of Bear’s relationship with Richard. But the past can’t be
changed, only remembered and studied.
As
Richard fights for his life, Bear reflects on the last thirty years of their
entwined lives. College days, his shotgun wedding to Debbie, his unexpected
feelings for Richard, and the proudest moment of Bear’s life: the birth of his
son Gabriel. Bear’s life with Richard is woven with love, heartache, regret,
joy, and everything else in between. They’ve overcome every obstacle that’s
come their way, and they’ll overcome this new illness, too. Period. Bear simply
isn’t ready to live his life without Richard in it.
Note:
This is the fourth book in my Perspectives series, and while it can be read as
a standalone, readers will have a much richer concept of these characters if
you’ve at least read book two, The World As He Sees It. Warnings for spousal
abuse (not between the two heroes) and cheating.
Amazon US: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B072F7WHRM
Amazon UK: https://www.amazon.co.uk/dp/B072F7WHRM
Amazon UK: https://www.amazon.co.uk/dp/B072F7WHRM
Monday, April 24, 2017
New Release: Sound of Us (Us #2)
It took silly me three days to remember to write this post, and I have no idea why. Maybe I did it in my head and then forgot to do it in real life? I do that all the time with emails I read on my phone. Anywho....
Sound of Us (Us #2) is now available on Amazon and in Kindle Unlimited. My experience of having the Us series in KU has been overwhelmingly positive, but as I promised with Here For Us, once the initial 3 month run is finished, I'm going to make this book available on all vendors for a short amount of time. So don't worry, Kobo fans! You'll be able to read them this summer.
In so many ways, Sound of Us truly is a continuation of the same story that I began in Here For Us. Even as that book closed in on 90k words, I knew the triad's story was nowhere near finished. So many dangling threads between these men needed to be resolved, new intimacies needed to be forged, and that's probably why I started writing this almost immediately after I finished HFU. I needed to finish the story.
And I had a lot of fun doing so. This is definitely my sexiest book to date, but every single scene was character and relationship driven. These men absolutely led this book, and I had no issue following their lead to a stronger, more fully-formed HEA. I was also happy to delve a bit deeper into Dell's background, and I can't wait to explore him more fully in his own book.
Thank you, readers, for following along on this unexpected m/m/m journey.
Sound of Us (Us #2) is now available on Amazon and in Kindle Unlimited. My experience of having the Us series in KU has been overwhelmingly positive, but as I promised with Here For Us, once the initial 3 month run is finished, I'm going to make this book available on all vendors for a short amount of time. So don't worry, Kobo fans! You'll be able to read them this summer.
In so many ways, Sound of Us truly is a continuation of the same story that I began in Here For Us. Even as that book closed in on 90k words, I knew the triad's story was nowhere near finished. So many dangling threads between these men needed to be resolved, new intimacies needed to be forged, and that's probably why I started writing this almost immediately after I finished HFU. I needed to finish the story.
And I had a lot of fun doing so. This is definitely my sexiest book to date, but every single scene was character and relationship driven. These men absolutely led this book, and I had no issue following their lead to a stronger, more fully-formed HEA. I was also happy to delve a bit deeper into Dell's background, and I can't wait to explore him more fully in his own book.
Thank you, readers, for following along on this unexpected m/m/m journey.
Jake
Bowden didn’t expect to be settling into a strong, loving relationship with
another guy at only twenty-three years old—never mind with two. His chemistry
with Cris is as strong as ever, while things with Charles are more like a
simmer than a heavy boil. Charles says he’s perfectly content to go at Jake’s
pace, but Jake isn’t sure slow is what he wants anymore. And when Jake wants
something, he isn’t shy about going after it.
Cris
Sable is head-over-heels in love with the two men in his life, and he’s vowed
to do everything he can to protect the fragile, three-way relationship they’re
cultivating—even if it means lying about his past. A dark past that resurfaces
in an unexpected way and forces Cris to make the difficult choice between
shielding Jake and Charles from it, or trusting them enough to help him face it
head-on.
Charles
Greenwood had forgotten what it felt like to be loved, until a feisty go-go boy
and an ex-porn star fell into his bed, and then stole his heart away. He loves
both men equally, but differently, slowly stoking the fire of the chemistry he
shares with Jake, while passionately pursuing Cris—both in and out of bed. Their
lives are entwining in the very best way…until Cris starts to pull away,
distancing himself from the loving support of their triad. And after Cris
disappears one night on a drunken bender, Charles vows to do whatever it takes to
prove to Cris that he can trust them with anything—mind, body and spirit.
Three separate
hearts will finally beat as one.
Note:
This is the continuation of an m/m/m romance begun in Here For Us and is best read in order to fully enjoy the character
and story development. The book also contains mild BDSM elements, including
spanking.
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